It was a year yesterday that my Grandad died. I can't believe a year has passed since that day. It all happened so fast at the time, one minute he was here, the next he wasn't then Riley arrived. I don't think I had time to get used to him not being around. He was such a huge part of my life. Everyday things remind me of my Grandad, slowly they are making me smile more than cry. I have so many memories of him, I feel so lucky for that.
So yesterday we went and planted wild flowers around his tree. I hope one day I'll be able to go there and just sit and talk to him, but at the moment I still can't quite do that yet. When I see angel rays it reminds me he's still watching over me, so I'm getting there, bit by bit.